God I can't freaking believe my mum at times. I mean I love her and stuff, but seriously this is too much.

Okay so it all started with my second bro being in a bad mood these few days and thus being quite rude to my mum.

And my mum freaking blames it on me. "Oh I realised that ever since he's been going to school with you these days, he's been very rude to me. You must have badmouthed me to him on the bus ride right?" Like wtf. What kind of crazy hypothesis is that. And just because I really can't be bothered to retaliate, she thinks that it is definite. And goes on ranting and ranting and ranting about that.

I have a crazy mum, I really wonder why I haven't gone bersak yet. And she's still ranting about it now, and I'm sitting here trying to shut my ears to all the bullshit that she's saying now because I really want to ace next week's blocks by mugging hard. And yet I have to hear her lectures, almost every single day.

And why can't she understand that it's freaking not my fault that my bro's being quite irritated by her insistent nagging these days? Why would I badmouth her to him? What a ridiculous thought, and c'mon I'm not that childish and boliao. And honestly I really can't blame my bro for his attitude towards her, my mum should really stop nagging. I know it's all for my/our good blahblahblah, but yes I need my own private space and not hear her nagging every single time about every single goshdamned thing.

Which reminds me, the other ridiculous time that she nagged 'cause of a totally ridiculous idea that she came up with. It was during BT 1 period and yeah I was mugging hard. And she wanted me to watch some Chinese movie, IP Man 2 I think. And so I rejected and said that I needed to study. And instead of understanding my situation, she just went "Stop using studying as an excuse! It's because you don't wanna watch Chinese shows and only wanna watch English ones right?!" And then she went on and on about maintaning our Chinese roots and not becoming to Westernized blahblahblah. And I was like wtf? And so I very smartly ignored her because if not I would definitely scream or something. And that escalated her anger, and she got real pissed. But yeah that's why I really wonder why am I still sane living in such an insane environment.

One day I may really just snap.