Gosh I really have no idea what's wrong with me.

I'm not even freaking worried about EOYs. And I'm still slacking my ass off, totally dao-ing everything. Yeah i mean, I'm not even worried about getting lousy marks. Or getting lousy postitions in class.

I blame my class. Idk, back in primary school, I guess what motivated me to mug was that sense of competitiveness within me, yeah fighting to get the top few positions, although I must say that hmm I didn't really mug much but yeah at least I was actually concern about my marks and stuff. I guess now in NY, I just somehow lost that kiasu-ism because every one's just so fucking smart it's hard to stand out. And hard get into top 10, to me at least (and yeah that's class based). And considering how much I'm slacking now, it's probably hard for me to get into top 20 too. And it doesn't help that 1/11's a SBGE class, because that makes everyone EVEN SMARTER. Fml.

Sometimes I really wonder what if I hadn't gone to Nanyang but some neighbourhood school, I'll probably turn out to be more hardworking. Here in NY, no matter how hard I mug, I never ever seem to get marks I'm actually satisfied with.

And I hate how in NY, there are so many egoists, okay not that many, but enough to make you absolutely irritated. I hate it when they go 'Oh gosh I scored so low!', and surprise surprise they turn out to be one of the top scorers but are apparently unsatisfied with their marks because 'they aren't the top'. Seriously, just shut up. No one wants to hear about how you missed full marks by 1 point or whatever crap like that.

Anyway, they say that in top schools, it's way competitive. Yeah but that 'competitiveness' somehow turned into 'giving up because you know you can't beat them'. I'm trying really hard to get rid of that stupid mentality but deep down I kinda know it's the truth. You really can't beat them.

Fml. I really need some genius's brain. And damn I'm not looking forward to next week at all.

And History/Geog, go screw yourself for ruining so many peoples' lives (namely, mine).

So anyway, yeah, I'm done with this meaningless rant. Bye.

Oh waittt, on a happier sidenote ....



HAHAH this is hilarious! One of the best parodies I've seen! :D