and you're tied together with a smile, but you're coming undone,
Written on Monday, October 18, 2010, 2:15 AM
You know what, I'm the best procrastinator in the world, I feel like slapping myself, real hard.
Damn I really need to wake up, and set my priorities straight.
Okay so you can totally ignore the previous post. Because not only did I digress on Saturday, I basically didn't mug at all. Not at all.
So uhh yeah I wasted the whole of Saturday re-watching You're Beautiful and a whole bunch of other dramas (as in some parts of them). Yes, you heard it right, RE-WATCHING.
At 12pm-ish I felt super guilty, so I set my alarm at 5am to wake up and mug.
Yeah I woke up at 5am, and went back to sleep again ._. At around 7am (?) I dragged myself outta bed and started on Chem, half-awake though. And I had to give my cousin's wedding in JB a miss all thanks to EOYs. Spent the whole day mugging, sort of. But my productivity rate was super low, like I only managed to finish all 3 sciences at 7pm wtf. That's an average of 4hrs spent on each Science -.- And uhh I felt super happy after completing Science, so I slacked until 9pm, before starting on Chinese cheng2 yu2/ci2 yu2 thingy, which I gave up halfway and went to sleep 'cause the words are freaking cheem and yeah I kinda didn't understand them. And I only slept at 1am? Yeah I don't even know what I spent that 4hrs on.
Forced myself to wake up at 4am this morning (okay 4.30am 'cause I dozed off). Continued mugging for Chinese 'cause I suddenly felt scared, yeah.
And it turned out, ALL MY HARD WORK (+ lack of sleep) WERE TOTALLY WASTED LAH.
The freaking Chinese paper barely tested on that. Shittttttttttttttt and to think I memorised like 300-400 worth of ci2 yu2s and cheng2 yu2s wtffffffff.
Okay anyway, CL P2 was crap. 6 marks gone just on the finding the words in the passage based on the definitions thinga already. Gosh 6 marks. And I know I'm gonna like get more wrong stuff in the cloze passage, and the compres, and the summary. Psh. Okay not gonna think about it, it's over.
Science afterwards. It was, luckily, much easier than the 08/09 papers. Thankfully. And it was freaking boring I almost dozed off. Okay I did, but for a few seconds. 'Cause they gave us 2 hrs, and I finished it in 50min, so yeah 1hr10mins left. Goshhh. To think I was worried I wasn't gonna have enough time (There were 40 MCQs, 7 (?) open-ended questions for Bio, Chem and Physics each) I checked super slowly, wrote super slowly just to let time passs quicker. But anyway, it was kinda okay? But yeah I lost quite a bit of marks already. About 4-5marks, and I'm sure there's more mistakes than that, just that I haven't found them.
Anyway, Math tmr, and yay it's over.
Idk why but somehow I don't really feel excited that EOY's ending. 'Cause I have this feeling that I screwed up every single paper. And in 8 (?) days, we're getting back our papers. Ohgosh so not looking forward to it.
Hmm from Wed to Tue, it'll be marking days = no schooool yayyyy.
Okay I'm gonna spam watch dramas :D
But for now, it's Math. And meh I don't feel like studying for it ):
I'm seriously sleep-deprived. Aim = sleep at 10pm today.
