I spent some time reflecting on the bus ride home. And I realised how screwed I am. Like I totally didn't mug much, not only for EOYs, but for the whole of 2010 as a whole. Slacked like shit. My behaviour in class's still the same even though I told myself last year that I should TALK LESS, GET DISTRACTED LESS, PAY MORE ATTENTION IN CLASS.

Yeah totally didn't happen.

I think whoever sits beside me this year's really suay. Like XiaoTong, I think I influenced her negatively, 'cause 1)she starts talking with vulgarities and stuff (or is that Daphne's fault?) 2)she starts watching K-dramas. 3)I probably talked to her too much = kena distracted.

I decided that I CAN'T LIVE LIKE THAT ANYMORE. If not I'm just screwed for the rest of my life, especially since Sec 1's supposed to be the 'honeymoon year'. Like wtf it doesn't feel like that at least.

Sho, next year, I really have to mug. A lot. And I'm gonna spend some time of Dec hols mugging for Sec 2. Hopefully. Hah-hah I realise I tell myself that every year but it never ever materializes.

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Moving on. Math was tricky. It wasn't even that hard, but it was tricky. And I've definitely lost 8 marks, 3 marks lost 'cause I really didn't know the answer (stupid number sequence never fails to stump me). And the rest of them were careless fml. Okay so I lost another 3 marks for the last question (Q13) 'cause I thought it was a bonus question, and I totally didn't even attempt to do it at all. It was super misleading since number sequence questions are usually the last question, and yeah Q13 was after it. And some idiot -I forgot who- told me that there were only 12 questions in the whole booklet. And I though I saw 'BONUS' on the last page, hah-hah screw Math, it probably 'cause me to have hallucinations or something. And like half the people I know left it out too since they thought it was a bonus question. And fuck I'm such an idiot. Like there was this question, the answer was 18/23 and I went to add in the negative sign (-18/23) idk why. Okay another 1 mark (or more) gone. And the last remaining careless mistake, I don't even wanna talk about it. Gah feel like banging my head against the walllll. 8/50 marks gone is relatively significant. That's like, 16% fml.

Okay I shall not think about EOYs. I shall not think about it. Ohgosh I'm dreading next Wed so so much.

Anyway, after school ended at around 9.15am, we (Daphne, NgXin, QianYu, Bijou, SeeMin and I) went to Kallang Leisure Park. Supposed to go ice-skating, but most of us forgot to bring extra clothes. Sho, we went to Kbox instead and stayed for 3hrs-ish. Shall skip all the details, oh wait the total bill was $84.70. Which wasn't that ex 'cause the last time Bella, Michelle, KT and I went, we spend almost the same amount of money and there were only 4 people + no lunch was provided. Yeah anyway, saw some 113ers in another room. Coincidental much.

After Kbox -> Kalling bowling. Okay (NgXin and) I didn't bowl 'cause 1)I'm broke ): 2)I suck at bowling )):. After bowling, err we went to walk around and window shop? Yeah 'cause we were searching for birthday gifts for JengMun (: Afterwards, went to the foodcourt to just talk. And yeah like stuff from the bottom of your heart. Whee we should have more of such stuff :D

Okay yeah that basically sums up everything. Ohgosh it's only 10pm and I'm freaking tired. Must be all the waking-up-super-early-in-the-morning-because-I-was-guilty-I-didn't-study-the-night-before. Phew that was long. Anyway, yeah it must have been because of that.

Okay bye I shall go catch up on my sleep ((:

*Ohno I'm officially broke. I still have to go watch a movie plus idk shop (?) tmr with Christine. Thur: May be going out = spend more money. Fri: Window shopping with uhh NgXin, Bijou and uhh idk who else. Um somehow you'll end up spending money too aish. )))):

Ohmygosh I've spent my whole week's allowance alreadyyy ($35). Howwwwwwwwwwwwww.