Aish I really wonder whether I'm dead for Sciences. I know everyone's mugging really hard now. And I'm just slacking my ass off. I came home yesterday and slacked. Slept at 9pm. I think I'm finally feeling the strain of sleeping at 12pm and waking up at 3-4am to mug because idk last minute mugging works for me? And yeah I slept a solid 13-14hrs and I just woke up. And I'm still not planning to mug until the late afternoon.

I think I'm really screwed for EOYs.

Oh right on Thur (?), we were asking Mrs Kuan whether the history paper was gonna be hard. And she was like 'Depends on how much you mugged for it. If you spent one day only, then confirm hard lah.' And I was like, Omg I spent half a day. And she gave the 'Then you're dead lorh' look.

I think I really am dead. (Screwed up both languages, and that's as good as dead).

Okay from the first week of Term 4, teachers have been telling us that we should start mugging. And dumping us with a whole pile of revision work. Especially for Science, which I've yet to lay a finger on any (5 Bio papers, 3 sets of past-year EOYs papers, HOW TO COMPLETE???). Okay actually it was possible, if I hadn't slacked so much during the Sep hols.

And okay I was forced to do Math since Ms Teo actually goes through them. And partly because I'd rather do Math then any other subject. AND partly because I could make myself feel better by telling myself that at least I was at least mugging a little.

I think I was still in the holiday mood and partying then. Yeah 'cause I started really studying two days before EOYs, which was on Monday. Yeah that home-learning day where I decided that I was too distracted at home and went to school and mugged with Christine.

Now I'm really starting to feel worried for Science. And LA. And Chinese. And Geog. And History. And Math.


Okay I should really stop whining and actually do something about it.

Like yeah start preparing for Sec 2 syllabus. NOT.

Okay fine, start mugging earlier, like right after I finish this posttttttt.

AND I WILL NOT DIGRESS AND GET DISTRACTED. I hope.

Aish life's so boring. I can't believe I'm gonna waste the next 10 years of my life mugging. Oh wait that's only if I manage to get into a university. And yeah if I don't get a scholarship, I actually have to pay a ridiculous amount of money, so that I can get in, AND MUG MORE. Life doesn't make sense.

Okayokay yeah I should start mugging for Science. Though I'm not in the mood to do so, and I'll probably end up sleeping like I usually do. Aish I should camp in school hurh, that's the best mugging place really.

Okay byee. 3 more days and it's overrr (: