Omg still can't believe how fast time flies. Still not ready for school, not ready for hardcore mugging, keeping up with datelines, the stress omg which just makes you feel like pulling all your hair out, breakups, quarrels, bitchslapping, backstabbing, everything.

Sometimes I wonder how it would feel, to just stop. Stop caring about all the shit going around you, all the shit that life throws at you, and just pause to enjoy life, to enjoy what actually makes life worth it.

So right now, I'm just gonna try to make most out of what life offers me. Next time I'm about to get angry, or bitch, or just feel so disappointed with everything, I'm gonna stop, and ask myself if it's actually worth it to waste the time, the effort, just to get pissed with the world all over again. Nope. So yes I'm gonna change, I'm gonna view life in a positive way, look at the positive side of life, and stop degrading myself because it ain't worth it. Yes it ain't worth it living your life for others, I'm not gonna screw up my life so I really need to get my priorities straight. 2011 shall be a year of change for me (I hope), wish me good luck! :)

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Haha okay so today.

Spent New Year's Eve morning at Marist wasting my time. There was training in the afternoon too but I didn't bother and just went home. Plus, my mum would have gotten pissed with me if I stayed on too long.

Anyway, went to Causeway Point afterwards. And just walked around and I forgot did what. And then Crystal Jade for dinner. It was, hmmm, okay-ish. Idk I didn't like it that much. My mum wanted to catch some movie I can't remember its name but Cathay wasn't showing it. So yeap back home again.

Gosh in a few hours' time I'll be Sec 2. How scary is that? Time flies like nobody's business gosh I wish it'll just slow down. Pretty soon I'll be Sec 3, and all the scary subjects will come to haunt me, and then omg JC. HCJC's papers are supposedly killer papers meant to fail everyone D: Okay I don't know how true that is, but yeah that's according to my brother.

Oh God, I'm gonna chiong my last 5 journal entries now. I'm left with not much time. And there's still Math ohemgee. Ganbatte!