And plus, my languages suck, like really suck. I can't do well in LA (English), or Chinese either. That's just, so screwed. Those are like the two most important subjects screww. In RSS, everything was just freaking easy. I could just sail through all the exams without mugging, and yet score well-ish for them. Coming to NY just made me realised, how screwed I'm gonna be if I don't start mugging. And I really have to learn how to treat assignments as a serious matter. Somehow, I just keep procrastinating until the night before, then I'll start chionging everything, and getting back shitty results duh. (Just look at the BRP Assignment thingy, I literally chionged both the Math and Science assignments the day before, and that's like, 20% of the whole year)

Gah I'm just really very thankful I managed to pull off a 1.17 MSG. I know I won't be so lucky next year (I mean, 75% for LA, VERY HENG! Double weightage some more :D). But yeah, screw Chinese. I need to improve in the language area. I NEED TO BE MORE CHEEEEEM, FOR BOTH LA AND CHINESE!

Haha okay I should stop whining and whining huh. And actually appreciate myself a little more. But gah I just can't get rid of that nagging feeling, you know, how much I suck as compared to others bleah.

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Anywayy, today!

OKAY I REALLY WANT TO KILL JOY.

Kay so you know, she was supposed to tutor XY. According to Joy, it'll be quite awkward for her to tutor XY alone (even though I don't see how since they're SUPER close hehe), she asked me to come along. And I was actually really hesitant, cause it'll seem very, hmmm, extra?

So then, we planned to meet at 12.30pm. AND GUESS WHAT TIME SHE CAME?! 2.30PM! YESH 2 HOURS LATE WTFFFFFF. Hahahaha, but it isn't really her fault since her dental appointment dragged really long. (And haha Joy, XY's message! ROFLMAO!)

Anywayyy, XY and I were literally stoning for 2 hours! Cause Joy was supposed to bring her math textbook to let XY do, but since she was late (2 HOURS LATE IN FACT), he didn't have anything to do. And it was REALLY awkward. We just sat at the table for 2 hours and stoned! Literally! OMG LAH. But heh, I did a lil' math, to ease the awkwardness. If not, we'll be like, sitting there in silence.

GAH JOY!

So anywayy, training started at 2.30pm. I was quite paiseh to see Chen JL, since I told him yesterday that I couldn't make it today (and quite loudly too), and yet I suddenly appeared in front of him, LOL.

Trained with this Marist guy at first. I was so freaking pissed with myself. I couldn't la1 properly, and to make it worse, Chen JL was staring throughout, totally stressful. I just couldn't seem to do it right, no matter how hard I tried, and I was really demoralised okay. And I could tell Chen JL got really pissed! Cause he kept telling me countless times to play properly and stuff. So yeah in the end, he made me change with Crystal, so I ended up training with the little AiTong + Marist kids. But heh, it was actually quite fun lah! Training with them I mean. Less pressurizing hehe. Although, hmmmm, they really are a tad TOO noisy.

Had a mini break, followed by hmmm playing comps I think. I don't think I played my best aish. But yeah I did win, but I wasn't really very happy with the score since I know I could have done wayyyy better meh.

I forgot what else we did. But I remember training with XY, together with Joy and Crystal to play bai3 su4. It was sian-ish, as usual.

Left at around 5.45pm. Heh J8 with Crystal and Joy for Yami Yoghurt! Okay I think I've been eating too much of YY. But hey, it's 97% fat-free muahahahah!

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Heh okay I shall go watch M3 Ep 8 naooo! I've been craving for it the whole day but I just didn't have the time to watch it meh!