Everything's so messed up. So how many faces do you have huh? One? Two? A hundred? Or thousands? I'm sick and tired of trying to clear up this mess created by you. Sick and tired of all the shit we're forced to go through.

I really wonder how much longer this can last, how much longer are you gonna continue spinning this web of lies?

What, exactly, do you want huh?

Acceptance? Popularity? Clinching the top spot?

I really feel like I don't know you anymore.

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GAH. I'M SO ANNOYED WITH MYSELF.

I literally did not do ANYTHING over the weekends. Friday - Movie with family till 1am, Saturday - Tuition x2, then shopping with my mum at ION till 11pm. And today, mugging date at library with Christine was super fail.

Met Christine at Bishan Library at 1pm, after church. Spent like 2 hours there literally doing nothing. Half an hour to search for a sitting place gah I hate Bishan Library it's always super crowded?! Then I went to find some Chinese books to do Chinese SIA. Hahaha I grabbed Memory Keeper's Daughter, Twilight, Da Vinchi Code, Dear John, all in Chinese. Really can't be bothered to read Chinese books, so I'm just gonna write my thoughts in English, then translate :D Works all the time. But anywayy, I decided to do Chinese compre instead 'cause I realised I kinda needed the internet to do CL SIA. Did one question for Chinese compre, and I almost fell asleep. Digressed and annotated Drama Script instead. Which was like, quite fail. Christine wasn't progressing that well either cause she needed to charge her laptop but the three pin plug at the library wasn't working?! Mega fail.

So, we went to book 4.20pm Justin Bieber: Never Say Never tickets :D And they cost like, $10.50 each and it isn't even 3D man -.- Prior to the movie, we decided to pig out. We had like, a double cheeseburger, ice-cream, and we still went to buy 4 tori-q balls with like a truckload of rice?! Sneaked Tori-q in and my it was too much so I pretty much brought everything home. Okay. Anyway. The movie was awesome and okay I realised I've been really judgemental he's actually pretty talented. And cute. No. Make that, very cute.

8D

Hehe.

Hey that's coming from an ex-anti-Bieber fan.

Oh wait now I sound like a fangirl. Which, I'm NOT. I just find him cute, that's all 8) Oh and btw, hardcore beliebers all WAYYY crazy. Oh did I mention, there was this girl sitting behind us, and she was like screaming and screaming. And she's only about 8 years old man.

Okay byebye I don't even wanna think about drama tmr we're pretty much screwed we've not even rehearsed?! And plus, I've neither memorised my lines nor attempt to make the props.

Okay bye.

PS. STILL CAN'T BELIEVE I SCORED A1 FOR CHINESE HAHAHAH YOU KNOW I REALLY WROTE RUBBISH FOR IT.